The Pathetically Jealous Man, Chapter 3
CW: This chapter contains dubious consent.
CHAPTER 3
Taesup started to understand why his friend Lee Seonho had said you shouldn’t treat sponsored kids like human beings. When he’d initially heard that, he thought it was ridiculous and soon forgot about it. But now that Taesup was seeing Lumin with his eyes covered with a green necktie and unable to move beneath him in the back of a van…
“Ah, aghh, nghh.”
“Whew, relax your legs...”
“I-I can’t… No more, hic.”
It made sense now.
Taesup, with both hands on Lumin’s penis, slowly inserted his cock into the sticky hole, adding pressure. The bulging, veiny penis was slowly swallowed. After completely entering the hole, he lifted his upper body to look at Lumin and rest a moment.
Even before he thrust deeply, an orgasm rushed through Lumin, who had already been in this position for quite some time with his eyes blindfolded with the tie. His pale body was covered with red marks where blood had rushed in from rough caresses and animalistic bites. Taesup looked down along the marks and saw a pink penis and obscene hole between Lumin’s legs.
Fuck. A man with a pink asshole?
Taesup felt the urge to put Lumin’s cock into his mouth. He wanted to spread his soft ass cheeks wide open and suck his reddened, creased hole with his tongue. He wanted to lick the hole, tickle his muscles, and fill it with his saliva. He wanted to circle the wrinkles all around and poke the walls inside with his tongue.
“Dammit...”
Taesup let out a low growl. In the four years of being with Lumin, he had never once thought of this, but these days, whenever he saw Lumin’s private parts, he became crazed with the desire to suck them mercilessly. It was an utterly new feeling.
Taesup pulsed his thumb inside and out of Lumin’s throbbing hole as if he were in a trance. The tight muscles clung to his thumb, unwilling to let go, unlike their master who had rejected Taesup. How delicious.
“Ah, nnngh...”
Taesup came to his senses at Lumin’s moans and shook his head. He must be going crazy because it was his first time having sex in a van parked on the set and he was irrationally excited.
Or maybe it was because of his insomnia.
They were in a public location where the two shouldn’t even be seen alone, but the rough sex that had started at the hotel last time had continued in various places, eventually ending up at the Idol Maker filming set.
“Get on your knees.”
The haggard Taesup, who was still unable to sleep, gave a dry command as he tapped Lumin’s leg. He wanted to see every part of Lumin’s body, so they frequently changed positions.
Lumin, who was physically and mentally exhausted, turned his body around helplessly and waited.
He got on all fours, and Taesup grabbed his waist lightly with both hands. Then, he firmly inserted his penis into the hole that had become soft from doing it once already.
“Hngh, ahh!”
These days, since they did it almost every other day, Lumin’s asshole had become stretched out. Taesup could feel Lumin’s swollen prostate inside his hot hole.
“It’s here, right?”
Lumin, unable to answer, gasped and shook his head. For Taesup, who had been with Lumin the past four years, finding his erogenous zone after changing positions wasn’t difficult. After finding the spot, he slowly rubbed the head of his cock on it, making Lumin’s ass shake and his hole squeeze.
“Ahhh, yes, right there, right there...”
Taesup had been afraid that Lumin would become busy dating Ma Jehyuk and that their schedules would no longer align, but contrary to his worries, Lumin still made time whenever Taesup called. In fact, calling him over for sex was no different than how their relationship had always been, before Ma Jehyuk had entered the picture.
Taesup suddenly felt unpleasant as thoughts of Ma Jehyuk emerged in his mind, and he thrust his pelvis as if venting his anger.
“Ahh! That’s t-too hard...”
Lumin, his head hanging down from the shock of being pummeled in his most erogenous zone, let out sobs. The tip of Taesup’s penis seemed to pierce his stomach, but Taesup didn’t pay this any mind and said what was on his mind, without any filter.
“If you, mmph, sleep with Ma Jehyuk before the contract ends, I’ll really, ungh, fuck up your asshole, ngh!” Taesup grabbed Lumin’s butt and lifted it higher.
“Ah, ahh! Ahhh!”
Taesup’s penis kept moving non-stop, in and out, and Lumin’s hot hole formed bubbles from a mixture of semen and lube. His inner wall clung to the penis, wrapping it tightly and sucking it in.
“Ah, ahh, ungh, th-that’s enough.”
Taesup slowed down his rough, rapid movements and moved to find Lumin’s most sensitive spot deep inside.
“Ungh, nngh, ahh, nooo.”
Taesup rubbed the tender spot until Lumin reached his limit.
“Ah, ahh, unnghh!”
“Whew. Lift your ass.”
Taesup fixed his posture while firmly holding Lumin’s hips, which were sagging down to avoid the direct stimulation. But Taesup’s penis dug in without stopping.
“Ah, hnnngh, i-it’s going to tear. Please, ahhh!”
Lumin, unable to endure the stimulation, raised his head up and let out a defiant whine.
“You’ll be, ngh, fine! You won’t tear.”
The end of the sponsorship contract was approaching soon. If Taesup had to send Lumin away anyway, he wanted to break up with him after leaving him a total mess. He wanted to make it so that Lumin wouldn’t be able to feel pleasure with anyone else.
“Whew...”
Taesup stopped moving for a moment to catch his breath, wiped the sweat off his forehead with the back of his hand, and slapped Lumin’s lowered butt hard.
“Eek!”
“Don’t let your ass go down. Lift it higher.”
Perhaps because of the pain of the slap, Lumin obediently lifted his butt so that Taesup’s penis could enter deeper inside. Taesup wasn’t actually into rough sex, but when he thought back to what Lumin had said recently, he couldn’t help but slap his ass out of annoyance. Still, it wasn’t to his taste.
“Nnngh, i-it’s too deep. I’m, hnnngh, d-dying… Ahhh.” Lumin, suffering from the endless stimulation, moaned from the pain deep inside him. His nape, soaked in a cold sweat, turned red from arousal mixed with pain
“Lumin,” Taesup, who had stuffed his penis all the way inside without any consideration, suddenly called his name in a gentle voice. He placed his arms under Lumin’s armpits and hugged him.
“Hnngh!”
Lumin’s chest rose toward the air as Taesup hoisted him up, and his thin back touched the man’s hot chest. Surprised by the sudden action, Lumin’s hole clamped around Taesup’s cock tightly.
“You won’t, ngh, die.”
“Nnngh...”
Taesup let out a low breath at the pressure that threatened to snap off his penis, and he lowered a hand to caress Lumin’s nipple in a soothing stroke. The pressure squeezing his cock gradually weakened, perhaps due to the gentle nipple petting. Taesup, after briefly adjusting his posture, started to move his pelvis again. As their bodies slapped against each other, erogenous sounds echoed in the van.
“Keugh. It tastes better when we fuck outside, right?”
“Nnngh, nooo, ah, ahh...”
“Oh, really? Is that why your ass is sucking my dick so hard?”
Taesup’s fingertips touched Lumin’s skin, sticky with sweet sweat. The car windows had steamed up from the body heat and hot breaths of the men. The van, currently parked in a corner of the lot, had thick tinting installed, and no one would be able to see Lumin, but they were definitely still outside in public. Lumin, his eyes still covered with the green blindfold, felt the embarrassment of his body shaking in time with Taesup’s movements. He curled his upper body and squeezed his thighs unconsciously.
“Ngh, nnngh, n-no, I’m not.”
“Of course it is.”
An interesting thought came to mind as Taesup looked at Lumin. He stopped thrusting, a playful smile on his face. He stuck his tongue out, licked the sweat on Lumin’s neck, and then kissed his ear affectionately.
“It’s hot in here, right?”
“Hnnngh, n-no, it’s okay...”
“I’ll crack a window open.”
“Okay. Wait, what? N-no, don’t!”
Lumin’s body trembled in protest at Taesup’s crazy suggestion. In turn, Taesup hugged his body even tighter from behind and pressed his lower body even deeper into the moist hole. The sounds of the lube in the hole melting and oozing out echoed in the car.
“Ahh! No, you can’t! Haaa… Please!”
Please. That was a word Lumin had been saying often these days. “No, please.” Taesup felt uncomfortable that Lumin had started begging him like this, but he couldn’t deny the pleasure either.
You might be in a romantic relationship, but right now, you’re here with me.
Taesup held Lumin’s shoulder with one hand and pressed the button to open the window with the other hand.
“Ngh, nnngh!”
The nervous Lumin tensed up his body as he heard the sound of Taesup opening a window. He held his breath, hoping no one would see his stiffened naked body. As the car window opened, a cold winter wind blew in, refreshing the hot air inside and cooling their flushed skin. The wind was refreshing, but Lumin felt a wave of embarrassment wash over him.
“Y-you’ll be seen too, A-Ahjussi! Let’s just do it with the window closed. Pleeease! Agh!” Lumin pleaded desperately.
You’re not exactly in a position to be worried about me. Taesup snorted at Lumin’s words and hugged him from behind again, lifting his waist.
“Don’t you worry, mmph, about me. Hngh!”
“Ahhh!”
Lumin, still covered by the green tie, bit his red lips, afraid his voice would be heard through the open window, and tried to stifle his low moans.
“Mmph, Mmmph! Ngh, hnngh! Keugh, I-I think I’m going to cum! Ngh! Nnngh!”
Lumin’s body moved back and forth like a rocking chair as Taesup thrust, and his penis bobbed up and down in the cold air. Even though he had said no, Lumin was more excited by the thought that someone might see them, and his hole clenched the cock tightly and sucked it in, making Taesup more turned on than ever. Taesup felt his orgasm rising and grabbed Lumin’s dangling member, wet with precum, and pumped it up and down in a smooth motion.
“Ngh, ungh! P-please! Nnngh, ungh! Stop!”
“Keugh!”
Lumin was unable to resist anymore and suddenly reached his climax. His body stiffened, and a spray of cum shot out from his penis in an arc and soaked the beige leather seat.
“Ah, ahhh... Hnnngh…”
Taesup pulled his cock out of Lumin’s hole all the way to the head, then pushed it back in all the way, squeezing Lumin’s body with both arms and crushing him.
“Keugh...”
Taesup had an intense desire to ejaculate in a place where Ma Jehyuk couldn’t reach, but he himself wasn’t aware of it.
All this, too, would end when the contract ended.
But Taesup felt much better after holding the now-ragged Lumin. After releasing Lumin from his tight grip, his body fell forward, and Taesup’s semen-covered penis slipped out of the hole.
He leaned his forehead against the car door frame, and a post-coital languor washed over him.
“Whew. You did well.”
Lumin took a deep breath and slowly pulled down the tie covering his eyes. He looked up to check the open window that had been aggravating him as they had sex.
“Huh?” he looked in confusion.
The window in front of him was hardly open; only a finger’s width. The narrowness of the gap would make it impossible for a passerby to see inside the car. Lumin sighed in relief and closed the tiny gap. The strength in his legs gave out, and he sank to his knees with a faint, helpless smile.
“Just why on earth…?”
“What.”
Taesup didn’t even look at Lumin as he spoke. He found a wet wipe in the car and roughly wiped himself down. The wipe cooled down his still-hot body. It was even messier than usual since he hadn’t worn a condom. Normally, he’d sneakily caress Lumin’s smooth legs and pink ass after sex, but today, he kept his hands to himself.
“Why on earth are you doing this to me?”
Taesup glanced at Lumin’s incomprehensible gaze and then turned away, focusing on wiping his body again. If he didn’t, then he would simply stare blankly at Lumin. His soft hair, his pale skin, his red lips, and above all, his cute, bewildered expression.
Taesup pretended not to hear Lumin’s question and finished cleaning himself roughly. He slid his pants on and then started putting on his sweater.
After a long silence, Lumin let out a short sigh.
“...Are you doing this because you have feelings for me?”
Taesup, still midway through putting on his top, was taken aback by Lumin’s question.
Who has feelings for who?
Lumin had clearly become delusional ever since entering into a relationship with Ma Jehyuk. Taesup had to make himself clear now. Why would I have feelings for you? How dare a kid like you even think that? You better quit dreaming these fantasies from now on because it’s making me feel like shit. I don’t even care what you think, actually.
There were so many thoughts flowing through Taesup’s head, and he opened his mouth to give Lumin a piece of his mind. But instead, a stupid question escaped his lips.
“W-w-why would you think that?”
He regretted it immediately, still trapped in his sweater and unable to see anything. He regretted it, but he was also curious. Why would Lumin think such a ridiculous thing?
There was no answer from Lumin outside his sweater. The time Taesup waited for an answer was short, but it felt like a very long time. Like the years that the two of them had spent together in a contractual relationship.
Hello. I’m a new singer, Lumin. It’s nice to meet you.
The two of them had introduced themselves to each other and reviewed the sponsorship contract that Lee Seonho’s friend had lent Taesup. (It seemed like the original contract must have been for sponsoring women, as it mentioned matching bras and underwear.) After that, they washed up and had sex. Sometimes, they’d watch a streaming movie without having sex and eat the catered food from shoots. And at some point, whenever Lumin looked at Taesup, he’d blush. And when asked why, Lumin would squirm and blush more, until eventually, he confessed his true feelings…
Such a long time had passed.
Though Taesup still hadn’t put his sweater on, sweat dripped down his back. He felt a nameless anxiety. He swallowed, but his mouth had gone dry.
“Am I right?” Lumin asked again.
Taesup groped around in the darkness, grabbing his coat without properly putting on the top that still covered his eyes. Then he opened the door of Lumin’s van and ran away, his back hunched over.
The cold winter air scratched against his sweaty bare skin, but he felt nothing. All Taesup could feel was the embarrassment of feeling exposed in front of Lumin (although he had never been embarrassed by being actually naked in front of him).
There was no way Lumin could see him from here. Taesup reached his own car, parked far from the van, pulled open the car door, and quickly, finally, put on his sweater. He caught his own face in the mirror and examined his appearance.
“Ah, dammit... Fuck...”
The top Taesup had hastily worn was on backwards, choking his neck, and his face flushed red. Anyone who saw him at this moment would think he was being chased. He raised a hand and touched his reddened face. The heat emanating from under his skin seeped into his cold palm. He lowered his head in shame, only to see his coat lying in a heap on the car floor. He’d been in such a rush to escape that he’d dragged the coat against the rocky ground of the parking lot, making it tear in several spots.
ST: Taesup! >:( But the pathetic end was suitable.
CHAPTER 1.1
CHAPTER 1.2
CHAPTER 2.1
CHAPTER 2.2
CHAPTER 3.0
CHAPTER 4.1
CHAPTER 4.2
CHAPTER 4.3
EPILOGUE
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